I’m not afraid of 50. But 49 was hard. And 39 wasn’t great. I’m noticing a trend.
The eve year seems to be a time of reflection for me. My husband has been unemployed for the past two years and I’m a little mad about it. My business is stagnant because… because I’m too afraid to put myself out there to grow it. I’m angry and annoyed about that, too. I’m unhappy that I’m unhappy at the moment.